My Crazy Awful Beautiful Life

May 09, 2011

What a crazy year!!!

So, its been forever since Ive posted... and I have alot of reasons as to why.

Went to Redding, California the week before Christmas for Jeffs,friends wedding, it was wonderful and I loved meeting them, have became really close with Katherine, shes kinda like a big lil sis to me :)

Next was Christmas with my family, while Jeff spent it with his family, it was nice, just the 4 of us, really missed the rest of the family and finally decided its not about the gifts you get but about the family time :)

Then came New Years, we went to mom and dad's friends house and spent it with them, had a lil dinner party kind of deal, did a few fireworks, but it was freezing! Had a wonderful night bringing in the New Year with Jeff, it was my first New Years Kiss too :)

The Next day, Jeff asked me to marry him!!! Of course I said yes, hes the apple of my eye! :)We set the date for August 4th, 2012 after he got back from deployment

Feb 9th, I turned 19 :) Yay me!

Feb 22nd... We found out we were pregnant - nervous and scared at first, but ready to become parents now.

March 5th, We said "I Do", yep the wedding was pushed forward, but I dont regret it one bit.

March 21st - Jeff Deployed to Iraq for a year, its still hard on me, but most days are easier than they were, just learning to keep myself busy.

March 31st - My nana passed away, was one of the worst days of my life, im slowly getting over it, but I know it will never be the same, I will never get to hear her sweet voice say "I love you plus infinity and beyond" again, but I still tell her every night.

April went by pretty quickly, nothing really interesting here. Other than the crazy stress of school and passing, especially since its my Senior year.

May 5th was my last day of school, got all my fees paid on the 6th and confirmed passing all of my finals.

Upcoming Events:

May 12th - Getting my cap and gown, and having my monthly baby appointment.

May 14th - Mama, Papa and Julie (my second mama) will arrive here in NM.

May15th - Grandparents and Uncle Cory will arrive.

May 16th, Graduation Rehearsal and ULTRASOUND!!!!!! 20 Week Ultrasound, also my first, I get to see what baby is! Boy or Girl?!

May 17th - I graduate!! :) Woohoo FInally done

May 18th Back to Texas

May 21st -Prom with my Best Friend :)

June 13th Cali with Katherine

And then it all goes from there. Baby's EDD is Sept 28th, and hoping Jeff can get leave to come back for the birth :)

Ill get pictures up later, but for now Lunch time :)